You acted like a dick, you put me through hell, you treated me bad. Now you're acting like you don't owe me nothing, like there was no us. You're just plain mean. Some days I just cry and wish I never kissed you that first time we kissed. Why did you kiss me? Why did you fall for me? I asked you not to. Even if we're not together it hurts! It still hurts, my heart is fragile. I would never do the things to you they way you're doing it to me. I swear sometimes I think you say stuff just to hurt me..
I wish you wouldnt bother me. I don't want to see you, I don't want to know you. I don't like you anymore. Let me go, please let me go. I can't have you breaking my heart over and over again. So sick of it. This.
Repetitious streetlights guide me home I walk the pavements back to mine alone I keep on wanting your lies As you live your life a moment just passed on by I watch the lovers collide And my envy ignited I'd give it all just to feel what it's like
It's the first time I had to cry after I woke up from a bad dream. I woke up and I cried for about 30 min. The dream was so real. It revieled secrets that no one knows, all the nicknames we have and all the places I've been to. It showed me all the persons important to me, it showed me a love I was craving, a person I had to have in my life. The dream told me my family was the only people I could trust, that they are the most important. The dream explained to me I have to grow up and that shit will happen and there is no one there to help you but you, even in the most horrible times. I was exhausted after waking up from this dream, I cried for about 30 min and then I slept for 4 more hours. But I am still drained with energy.
You shout it loud, but I can't hear a word you say I'm talking loud, not saying much I'm criticized, but all your bullets ricochet you shoot me down, but I get up I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose fire away, fire away ricochet, you take your aim fire away, fire away you shoot me down, but I won't fall I am titanium you shoot me down, but I won't fall I am titanium Cut me down, but it's you who had offered to fall Ghost to-own and haunted love Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones I'm talking loud, not saying much I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose fire away, fire away ricochet, you take your aim fire away, fire away you shoot me down, but I won't fall
Its the end of an era, but a beginning of a new one. The life I used to know is so far away. I've learned that I can live without the people and things I though I never could do without. I was deadly scared of change but as it turnes out change was good for me. I'm better then I have been in a while, I am happy, I am myself. Change was for the best. I still think of before with joy, with relief. I'm relieved it all turned out good and I still treasure what I had. Sometimes I think of before with a bit of anxiety, I'm not gonna lie, there was many rough times. I was trapped in emotions I couldn't handle.
Everything is so simple now, my problems are minimum. I am happy about where I am, who I'm with and what I do. At least for now. And it is fine. I have landed, nothing is missing.
I still litsen to musik that puts me in a good mood from the past, sometimes a smell captures me and remindes me of the past. From time to time a picture pops up and I smile. It still meant alot to me, it made me who I am today, more confident, more effortless, and more myself then ever.
